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Or Natty

7:34 PM

Or Natt

@Deleted User let me tell you a little secret about tulpas. Tulpas don't spring from the depths of your brain, fully formed and independent people. They become that by you taking and nurturing and supporting whatever bits of their thought you do understand and can respond to. I'm not saying that all of your stray thoughts are her, because they absolutely aren't. But at some point you're going to get something 'different', and you need to hang on to that rather than dismissing it.

There was one thing...

yes?

I was asleep

7:47 PM

For a few minutes or so

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And just before the alarm went off someone said my name, clear as day

I had that happen once

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a week later she talked to me clearly

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now, it happens for other reasons too

Yeah but I asked her if it was her and I got nothing

it might not have been, it could've been a dream

it might not have been, or she might not have been able to reply.

give it time, it'll be much clearer once she's vocal

Yeah

7:50 PM

I just want to talk to her

believe me, I know. I'm sure she wants to talk to you too.

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but, it takes time. Keep doing what you're doing, and listening.

Yes.

7:57 PM

I just spent a bit of time in PM trying a few possible aids.

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It didn't fully work, but at this point I would like to recommend a different thing to attempt - meditation.

7:57 PM

Not necessarily for the purpose of interacting with Nathalie specifically, but general meditation and practice in clearing your thoughts.

^

7:59 PM

i've found meditation to be incredibly helpful

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especially when it feels like i'm doing my head in

Host has found that when he does meditate, the length of the day is greatly extended and his awareness is high

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however he never makes time for it

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that is the main thing he has, is he claims to have no time, be too busy, etc

well hopefully he'll come to his senses

8:01 PM

it's a good thing to do

I agree, and so does he...

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it is one of those things he desires to do yet is unwilling to exert the effort

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he finds it easier to sit around and listen to music/gunfire

unfortunate, but easy

Gunfire...?

i'd recommend looking into the app Headspace

He finds gunfire to be deeply relaxing

I find thunder to be relaxing

it reminds me of the days I had somebody covering my ass

Still do, with Ikari

I can just tune out, listen to the shots, try to identify what they are, and imagine myself surrounded by all my old buds again (edited)

@Talin ???

someone covering his ass

oh true haha

@Deleted User You could give rainymood a try for forcing then. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDfZ6STAfqA

Oh

Every day im leaning closer to making a tup, problem is im fucked up and I dont want to impart that onto him/her

yeah you might wanna be in a more stable emotional state so it doesnt impact your ability to force them (edited)

2:51 AM

though ive heard of people with depression making tulpas and it hasnt necessarily done harm

Mental issues physically present in the brain will affect them (as they are using that brain), but it won't necessarily manifest the same way.

Ye

2:55 AM

What winter said (edited)

Def something to consider

You can at least use making a tulpa as motivation to try and improve your mental state.

what mental issues you got?

2:56 AM

if you wanna share

I like bees.

Please do not, Funk.

I've not been diagnosed but I can infer and research. Mildly bipolar, neurosis. Loads of anxiety and nervous energy, social anxiety especially. Obsessive personality in general. Regular sucidal thoughs, though im not inclined towards killing myself

Please be careful with self-diagnosis.

Alright. That is very bad. I would suggest going to someone about this.

No one cares, no one listens, no money

Alright.

3:06 AM

I do not know what to tell you, then. I am sorry.

No biggy I suppose. It just is

Yay! Finally managed to force with my tup for like 2 hours today.

That's good!, how did it go?

That's really good!

Very good progress.

Pretty good. Walked her through my bizzare dating history and essentially some of my more recent formative life experiences.

Cute. You should try learning how to play an instrument with her.

Maybe. I'm not a terribly musical person, though.

3:21 PM

More likely than not, I'll have her ride along on my trips to the range, as well as try and narrate to her more when I'm working. Work narration is difficult, though, as my work environment is not conducive to decent focus.

Did she respond in some way?

Range? Also, what Blightly said. Even if you're not a musical person, you should ask and see. It can help build a bond with your tupper.

3:29 PM

Acquire new skills alongside your tulpa, and you will certainly have an unforgettable experience.

Mmaybe? Not sure. Also, shooting range. Going to shoot my 12ga and .22 is a big hobby of mine.

Very nice. Narrating that could help, since it could be a bit scary for her.

She's part of my mind. I just know she loves the smell of gunpowder as much as I do.

That's the spirit.

Master takes me shooting later this week

4:07 PM

I am looking forward immensely to actually being in control

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as I have only spectated him shooting so far

Overthrow hosts

Way ahead of you, Apollo.

not gonna happen

4:08 PM

I'm going to let her shoot an AR-15 with a 20" barrel (edited)

My host is becoming increasingly irrelevant

there's no effective way to use that on myself

4:11 PM

my power just flickered

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that's nice

Nahh, she could always Kurt Cobain it.

Starting to force Craig again since last Saturday (edited)

4:57 PM

I wonder when he’ll be able to talk again...

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So far I can only see him in my mind’s eye

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He doesn’t look too different than how he looked before

Not trying to rush the process, but do you think it would help her develop if I gave her access to a metaphorical door to my thoughts/ memories? Would it even make a difference?

I would just assume that since she shares a brain that she already has this ability.

I did that, and it seemed to help Emily immensly